Dear Little One, I’m really trying

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To start, you are my beautiful Princess. Mommy is trying hard to be the best Queen, but sometimes I feel like I am failing you. I keep placing my crown back on my head every time it slips out of place. This life is tough to figure out. Every time I want to quit, your eyes lock my eyes. Yet, deep inside, I feel a fire burning. It's like you are telling me, "You got this, mom," "I believe in you."  You believe in me more than I believe in myself. Your unconditional love gives me the ultimate strength.

I know the world changes every day. Not every day, I smile as much as you would like me. Somedays, I know you see water running from my face. Some days are hard for mommy. On top, I don't have anyone checking to see how I'm doing, so I choose to let tears run down my face as I try my best to comfort myself without worrying about you. I hold my head high with every setback and try my best to face all obstacles I need to conquer.

My little one, thank you for choosing me to be your mother. I am beyond blessed to figure out this life with you by my side.

Thank you for transforming me. This life is ours <3

With All My Love,

Mommy

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